new blogskin..
its been ages since i changed it
and since its nearing a new year,
and of course a new start,
so,... ya;D

someone's smoking outside our hse
ewwww...
(if there's 1 thing i can't stand most...it'll be smokers)
i dun understand the joy in shortening ur life-_-
dats one of the bad things u cum across when u're living ground floor
oh another is mosquitoes
we've got alot of them in our hse lately
scary...
i hav 4 on me
my sis has 7- all on her arms...
itchy...
and painful


i had the wierd dream again...
its been taunting me 4 lyk hw long
i dreamt tt i had this cape
and i put it on
and i push off from the ground
and start flying
aimlessly.
as if i'm running away fr something tt i'm afraid 2 want
in fear of losing everything i already had
in fear of hurting the ones i dearly loved

bt i always seem 2 4get wad is it tt i want in the dream...
its very blurred
but its always the same thing..
b4 i wake up, i always start falling fr the sky
den in the midst of the fall, i wake up...
its always lyk tt
the same start and end 4 the past few nites

its nth scary
but the freaky thing is tt
i dun scream,
nor do i feel tensed
infact, i am relaxed throughout the horrendous headplunge
as if i enjoy it- death
tt freaks me out...


freaky aside, anwy,
florence, pyy and karen coming myhse on fri
can't wait^^
at least there's sumthing 4 me 2 look forward 2...